Victoria Christopher Murray always knew she would become an author, even as she was taking an unlikely path to that destination. A native of Queens, Victoria first left New York to attend Hampton University where she majored in Communication Disorders. After graduating, Victoria attended New York University where she received her MBA.
Victoria spent ten years in Corporate America before she tested her entrepreneurial spirit. She opened a Financial Services Agency for Aegon, USA where she managed the number one division for nine consecutive years. However, Victoria never lost the dream to write and when the “bug” hit her again in 1997, she answered the call.
Victoria originally self-published her first novel, Temptation and in 2000, Time Warner published that novel. Temptation made numerous best sellers list and remained on the Essence bestsellers list for nine consecutive months. In 2001, Temptation was nominated for an NAACP Image Award in Outstanding Literature.
Since Temptation, Victoria has written over twenty other adult novels, including: JOY, Grown Folks Business, The Ex Files, The Deal, the Dance and the Devil and the popular Jasmine Cox Larson Bush series.
Victoria has received numerous awards including the Golden Pen Award for Best Inspirational Fiction and the Phyllis Wheatley Trailblazer Award for being a pioneer in African American Fiction. Since 2007, Victoria has won nine African American Literary Award for best novel, best Christian fiction and Author of the Year — Female. After four nominations, Victoria finally won an NAACP Image Award in Outstanding Literary Work for her social commentary novel, Stand Your Ground.
Several of Victoria’s novels have been optioned to become movies, including The Deal, the Dance and the Devil and the Ex Files series.
With over one million books in print, Victoria is one of the country’s top African American contemporary authors.
Victoria splits her time between Los Angeles and Washington D.C. In Los Angeles, she attends Bible Enrichment Fellowship International Church under the spiritual tutelage of Dr. Beverly “BAM” Crawford and she is a member of Delta Sigma Theta Sorority.
Envy: the Seven Deadly Sins Novel
Gabrielle Wilson has the perfect life: a Beverly Hills mansion, a loving family, and a massively successful PR firm. When her father admits that an affair he had years before resulted in a daughter, Gabrielle is shocked, but is actually happy. Could this be the sister she has been praying for all her life?
Keisha Jones’s life is a struggle. Her late mother worked on the streets, and school was its own nightmare. When Gabrielle offers to fly Keisha out of Arkansas to meet the family, Keisha instantly agrees. But Gabrielle doesn’t realize that Keisha has known about the Wilsons for years. Keisha is determined to have everything she has always envied, and nothing can stand in her way.
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My mama was a whore.
Those words played in my mind as I stared as my mama’s photo, then pressed
the picture frame against my chest.
My mama was a whore and that was what killed her.
I held no judgment about how my mama lived. From the time I was a little girl, I
knew Daisy Jones was a hustler, doing whatever she had to do to put a roof over us and
food inside of us. So I could never judge a woman who took care of more than her
business, she took care of her child.
Daisy Jones was more than my mother, she was my mama, and there is a
difference. It was my mama that I loved, not the woman who serviced men at the truck
stop right off of I-530.
And anyway, what else was she supposed to do, having been born in White
Haven, Arkansas, before the millennium became new. Not that I had any issues with
my hometown or with 1977, the year my mama was born. It was just a fact that if you
were a black girl with only a middle school education, your choices were limited to
cleaning somebody’s house, frying somebody’s fish, or going for that higher hourly
position turning tricks.
My mama went for the dollars, and again, no judgment. Because if she hadn’t
worked hard for that money, I would never have been born.
Whatever she did, at least she worked until she couldn’t. At least she kept a roof
over my head until now.
Pulling the picture away, my fingers traced the outline of her jaw. If I closed my
eyes again, I was sure I would be able to see her, feel her. Because she had just been
I swept my fingers over the glass frame as if I were combing her hair. Her
beautiful hair, which was poofed into an Afro, silver, even though she was only forty.
I guess that was what a hard life did to you. Turned your outside old and your
insides out before it was your time.
I faced the voice and the nurse standing in the doorway. She wore flowered
scrubs again; today, they were blue. And she wore the same tight-lipped smile she’d
been giving me all week. I gave that smile right back to her, even though I suspected
hers was sincere. Mine was only proof that for everything Daisy had done wrong, she’d
done her best to raise me right.
“You good?” Nurse Burns asked me.
Again, because I’d been raised right I didn’t tell Nurse Burns she’d just asked the
stupidest question in the history of stupid questions. How could I be good when my
mom had died less than three hours ago? So instead of cursing her out, I turned back to
my mama’s bathrobe, which I’d just folded.
While the nurse stood not saying a word, I reached for Mama’s comb and brush.
Next, I went for the plastic case that held my mama’s dentures, but the nurse said,
“Don’t take those.”
I tilted my head a bit. I wasn’t sure what I was going to do with the teeth for the
bottom left side of her mouth. I didn’t know if I wanted to keep them as some kind of
memento that my mama had half a mouth of fake teeth—yeah, at forty.
The nurse walked over to the table and handed me Mama’s toothbrush.
Really? She didn’t want me to keep her teeth, but she was giving me her
She said, “The front desk has some papers for you.”
I wondered what kind of papers were needed after you died?
Nurse Burns must’ve seen my question on my face because she explained, “You
have to sign where you want them to take your mother.”
Take her? “What?” I frowned.
“Which funeral home?” Her tone sounded like she thought I was slow. “I was
thinking you wanted her over at Brown’s, but you have to sign the papers and tell them
I paused. “If I take her to Brown’s, won’t I have to give them some money?”
She nodded and then she stared as if she were trying to figure me out. Well, it
was my turn to explain some things to her. “I don’t have any money.”
“You don’t have to use your own money. The insurance will take care of this.”
For a second, I waited for her to laugh, and when she didn’t, I did. “My mama
didn’t have no insurance. She didn’t even have medical insurance.”
“What about relatives? Or your church? Surely there are people who will help
you bury your mother.”
That only made me laugh harder. People who would help me? I guess since she
didn’t live in White Haven, she didn’t know my life. “Look, I don’t have no money, I
don’t have no insurance, I don’t have no friends. So the people here, they’re gonna
have to bury her.”
Her eyes widened. “No, Keisha, you don’t want to do that. You want to give
your mother a proper burial. And if you leave her here, and leave her to the state”—she
lowered her eyes, shook her head—“you’ll never know what happened to her.”
“I know what happened to her.” I paused. “She died.” And then, I went right
back to doing what I’d been doing before the nurse interrupted me with this
foolishness. It wasn’t that I didn’t love my mama—I loved her lots. But there was
nothing I could do for her now.
Looking at my mama’s robe, I gathered the comb and brush, her dentures and
toothbrush into the center. With the exception of a few things she’d left at home, this
was all my mama had in the world.
“Oh, let me get you something to carry that out.”
“Nah, I’ll carry everything in this.” I folded my mama’s worldly possessions
inside the robe, then pressed the bundle to my chest.
I nodded at the nurse, pursed my lips again into that tight smile, and walked
She said nothing until I was at the door. “Keisha, wait.”
Turning, I faced her and stared as she held up the book in her hand. “You forgot
I started to shake my head, but one of the things I’d learned about Nurse Burns
over the weeks of my visits to this hospice was that she was one of those pushy broads
who kept talking until someone made her shut her mouth. So instead of saying what I
wanted to say, I decided I could show her better than I could tell her.
I tucked my mama’s bathrobe bundle under my arm, then took quick steps to
Nurse Burns. My eyes were on her when I grabbed Mama’s Bible and my eyes stayed
locked with her when I dumped the book into the trash next to where my mama had
laid her head.
Nurse Burns gasped, and stumbled back and away from me, like she thought
lightning might be about to strike.
I almost laughed, though I didn’t because I pitied her more than I found her
funny. So I said, “Bye,” and turned away.
But when Nurse Burns called my name again, I whipped around. “What? I’m not
taking the Bible.”
She shook her head, she swallowed and pointed to the other picture that Mama
had brought to the hospice with her. The picture that I always kept away from my
“What . . . what . . . about . . . the picture?” She sounded as if she were afraid of
me now. As if my blasphemy might be contagious and it was an illness she didn’t want
I was pissed, but I couldn’t take that out on Nurse Burns. How would she know
that photo wasn’t really a photo, but a dagger that sliced my heart?
I shook my head, but then, Nurse Barnes got her groove back. Because even
though I’d threatened her life by tossing that Bible into the trash, she still lifted the
picture and held it toward me. She was doing that pushy thing again, and now, because
she hadn’t left it alone, she was ’bout to get her feelings hurt—again.
That meant I had to walk across the room once more, though this time, I didn’t
look at Nurse Burns. My glance was somewhere over her shoulder, looking out the
window—my insurance that my eyes wouldn’t drop to the picture by accident.
I grabbed the frame, and with my gaze still somewhere on the horizon, I tossed
the picture to the right.
My aim was great. The photo landed with a thump. Right on top of the Bible.
Right in the trash, where they both belonged.
Again, Nurse Burns gasped, but this time there was more sadness than shock in
her sound. And this time, when I walked to the door, I made my way all the way
through because Nurse Burns didn’t have another word to say to me.